{"id":618,"date":"2003-12-28T12:00:41","date_gmt":"2003-12-28T20:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lee.org\/blog\/archives\/2003\/12\/28\/12-28-03\/"},"modified":"2007-03-06T03:27:37","modified_gmt":"2007-03-06T11:27:37","slug":"holding-tension-in-my-body","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/2003\/12\/28\/holding-tension-in-my-body\/","title":{"rendered":"Holding tension in my body"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Everyone holds tension in their body in different and subtle ways. This often comes out during times of heightened stress. I heard about some famous Las Vegas performer&#8230; maybe Sammy Davis Jr? Sinatra? no, &#8230; but this person is just as famous&#8230; well, he said that before -every- show he was so nervous that he threw up. That&#8217;s twice a day, 5 or 6 days a week every work day for years! It was a fact of his life.<\/p>\n<p>In the past, I held a lot of my tension in my throat. When I&#8217;d get more nervous, my throat would get sore and scratchy pretty quick&#8230; which was doubly bad if I was nervous because I was speaking in front of a group. For a while, I held my tension in the back of my shoulders. That was bad for managing my chronic typing Repetitive Strain Injury. I try not to hold my tension there for fear of not being able to type. I&#8217;ve also felt that sometimes I hold my tension in my blood pressure. It&#8217;s a subtle feeling but I can sense it when I&#8217;m looking out for it. That&#8217;s obviously not a healthy thing to do.<\/p>\n<p>My parents left today just two hours ago and I&#8217;ve already defecated three times. I hadn&#8217;t noticed for the past couple weeks but I apparently hold some of my tension in my bowels. There you have it; I talked about poop in my public journal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Everyone holds tension in their body in different and subtle ways. This often comes out during times of heightened stress. I heard about some famous Las Vegas performer&#8230; maybe Sammy Davis Jr? Sinatra? no, &#8230; but this person is just as famous&#8230; well, he said that before -every- show he was so nervous that he [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-618","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=618"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=618"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=618"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lee.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=618"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}